I've been having back problems since 2000. Twice, I have "thrown out my back" and developed agonizing back spasms that left me almost completely unable to care for myself for several weeks. Both times, the spasms started after moving in a seemingly benign way. On October 13th this happened for the third time, but this time it was way worse. I woke up in the wee hours and found I was unable to move my right leg or hip muscles. Getting out of bed was a challenge! The pain was unbelievable! In addition to severe back spasms, I had really bad sciatic nerve pain. It felt like someone was holding my leg down on a hot barbeque. I couldn't walk and crawling was almost impossible. In my early teens, I severely burned my hand and wrist in hot oil--bad second-degree burns. The pain from the burn was nowhere near as severe as the back spasms and sciatica. I no longer feel like the same person that I was before this back injury. I suppose I'm in shock. My nervous system feels fried.
Five weeks later, I'm able to walk around slowly and without a limp, but it's still time-consuming to do stuff like get food out of the refrigerator, since I cannot risk bending over and reinjuring myself. The muscles on the back of my right leg are stiff and sore and covered with adhesions (muscle knots). My piriformis muscle is still fairly reactive--if I use my right glute too much it spasms. However, over the last week the piriformis seems to have calmed down a bit. I have some numbness in the right half of my right foot. It's not that I can't feel anything with this part of my foot, but the sensation is compromised. The numbness seems to be improving slowly. I have no muscle weakness or loss of control--I'm not dragging my right foot when I walk, for example. I relapsed on November 4th after sitting for an hour to watch a movie. I was feeling pretty good and overdid it. In the two weeks since then, I have recovered from the relapse completely. I'm afraid to sit for long, so I spend the day standing, walking back and forth in the house, or lying on the floor or in bed. I try to stay as active as possible so I don't lose too much strength. I'm no longer in much pain.
Why I threw out my back again is complicated--in mid-June I nearly fell when I slipped in mud in a flooded meadow. My left leg slid forward into a ditch. I would have done the splits if I hadn't done everything I could to stay upright. I wish I'd just let myself fall! My back felt really weird after that. Then in late-July I was body slammed from behind by a very rambunctious dog. When he hit me I was twisted around to the right and looking over my shoulder. And in early October I took my first yoga class. I arrived early so I could talk to the instructor about what poses I should not do with my bad back. The instructor showed up 20 minutes late because her car didn't start. I was unable to talk to her. Even though I avoided forward bends, the class was too much for me. I've also been hit from behind really hard while skiing at resorts. I'm sure this hasn't helped. I had an MRI done two years ago after I hurt my back for the second time. Four herniated or bulging discs were found--three in the lumbar area and one at T10/11.
Last time I hurt my back it was a workman's comp case. I went to the emergency room. I was forced to stand during triage. I had my blood pressure taken while screaming in pain from the back spasms. I was told my blood pressure was high. After lying down, a doctor approached me with a syringe full of vicodin, something I'm allergic to. I had to yell at him and point to the bright red band on my wrist that said ALLERGY on it so he wouldn't inject me. I was given a ziploc bag full of ice cubes. I couldn't apply it to my back since I had to twist around. I had x-rays done and received a prescription for advil. Once I got home I lay on the floor for two weeks before the insurance company would let me receive treatment of any kind besides prescription medication.
I'm really glad I didn't hurt myself at work this time! I have not gone to the hospital. I would not have hesitated to go to the hospital if I'd had loss of bowel and bladder control. After my experience a few years ago, I didn't feel it would be worth it to pay several thousand dollars for another x-ray and advil. I have had some intensive body work done--massage and structural muscle balancing--which have helped tremendously. My spine and muscles have been realigned. I no longer have a severe swayback--something which has put a lot of strain on my lumbar discs.
I know that everyone's injuries and healing processes are unique, but I was wondering if anyone here has some stories to tell about recovering from a herniated disc. How long did it take you to recover? Did you recover fully, or are you now limited in what you can do? What kind of exercises and/or stretching did you do to regain your strength and flexibility? How did you deal with the psychological impact of your injury? I'm feeling really scared and alone. Going onto back pain forums and reading about other people's experiences has been really depressing. I want to hear from active people who have recovered, that's why I'm asking about this here. Just being able to hike, ski or snowshoe, or even make myself dinner seems so far away. Thanks all!